SirDice , please don't demoralize me more, i am already very much depressed . Don't know what to do , someone on other freebsd mailling list suggested to update cpu microcode but looks like intel doesn't provide microcode file for FreeBSD :
- Install microcode updates and hope, it will fix it
Intel offers for many CPUs an microcode update.
https://downloadcenter.intel.com/download/25512/Linux-Processor-Microcode-Data-File?v=t
I'm not saying this is your fix, but the Intel microcode for Linux is available as the sysutils/devcpu-data port.